Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Hey dur.


Mah Friends, Bro.

 Ashlee ^^ <3
                     Karina ^^ <3




 Tessa and Karina ^^ <3
               Katey, Sarah and Ashlee ^^ <3
 Katherine ^^ <3
              Once again, Tessa and Karina ^^ <3
           Blue cotton candy tongues ;D


















Hope ^^ <3
and half of Jillian's face <3








Unfortunately, I have no recent pictures with my friend Madison. and If I do, I can't find them._.
But, I shall take pictures wiff her soon<3

eh.

"I am not confident.
I know I am smart, but not in the ways that count.
I read people much better than books but I never have the words to explain my findings.
I'm only as funny as I feel.
And I do not think I'm all that.
I sometimes walk with my head down.
My posture is terrible.
I think horrible things about people and I let my emotions get the best of me.
I'm really not as nice as I'd like to be, or as innocent as you'd think I am.
I am a perfectionist.
I am a contradiction to everything I want to stand for.
I'm a big dreamer with little motivation.
I am really no good at all, on my own.
But, I am a analytical with myself.
And  I don't understand how anyone could ever be cocky or proud when they are aware of all the disgusting things that they think and do, but no one knows.
We're all broken enough to be humble."

-Anonymous

This quote really relates to me, you honestly have no idea.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Mah interests

Music. Cats. Penguins. Techno. Screamo. Animals. Friends. Family. ANIME.  School Rumble. Kaze No Stigma. 
 Clannad. Clannad After Life. Shuffle. Devil May Cry. Memebase.
Kurt Cobain. Marylin Monroe. Audrey Hepburn. Kellin Quinn. Jack and Dean. MyLifeInColor. LedaMonsterBunny.
WORLD OF WARCRAFT. THE LORD OF THE RINGS. Left 4 Dead 2. Black Ops. Bungs. Photography. Art. Drawing. Painting. Sketching. YouTube. FaceBook. All Time Low. Escape The Fate. IWrestledABearOnce. Chase Coy.
 Christofer Drew. NeverShoutNever. Nirvana<3 Metallica. Led Zepllin. Buttons.
Y U NO GUY. ლ(ಠ益ಠლ

hard to breathe..

"Everyday, I seem to be finding it harder to breathe.
It seems that it's just getting harder to get up and live.
Sometimes, I imagine myself just randomly collapsing and feel my life escape through me and just...die.

I'm just this ball of raw emotion just waiting to snap.
I don't know what would happen if I do.
Move on? Crumple? Hurt a loved one? Myself? I just want to cry, to scream right now. I don't even know what's wrong.

But, I'm finding it hard to breathe.."

-Anonymous.

^-^ [:

yup.


Secretssssss

Well, it's no secret that the best thing about secrets is secretly telling someone your secret, thereby adding another secret, to your secret collection of secrets, secretly.

LE SPONGEBOB<3

Breathe,bro.

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something. that the only next possible step to do, is stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be..

and so, my thoughts circulate.

and, so, I begin my thoughts, on life.

To me, life is a game, it's pretty much pointless since we all die in the end.
But, that's besides the point of this blog.

You obviously have to cherish your life, it's the most precious thing you own. your life, and your life only. you control it, and where it goes. no one else, but, you.

If you love your life, well good for you. If you don't, I'm terribly sorry for whatever is keeping you stuck in the shadows of death and depression, for what makes you hurt and what makes you cry.
I'm sorry for all the things people say, our species is horrible. The most horrible thing ever created, in my opinion. It's threatening, judging, disrespectful, and plain on horrific. So much stuff happens every single day. People kill themselves, because of other people! honestly, how can someone live with the thought that they took an innocent life, by picking on them or hurting them. I could never live with the thought in my head, it would eat me alive and drive me insane. No one in the world, should be judge for what they look like, how they act, for their past, or even their taste in music. I swear, everyone has to find a fault, and fracture in someones life, and break it in two, and create something so big, that someone doesn't want to live anymore. That's down right terrible.


I understand everyone has their reasons to be upset and all, but the main reason why so many people are depressed, is because, people judge them, and mock them, and hurt them so badly, that they can't take it anymore.


My last thought on this is...the human race is the most filthy depriving thing ever.







Soft Kitty Song :3

Soft kitty, warm kitty, Little ball of fur, 
Happy Kitty, sleepy kitty, Purr purr purr. ChaCha  ^-^

^^ This is da kittay song. Da best kittay song ever invented.

Cats, are.
  • Amazing
  • Cute
  • Cuddly
  • Fluffy
  • Soft
  • Warm
  • Lovable
annnnnnd, something to be obsessed about.

Most people would say I have an obsession with cats.
Some even say, I will be a crazed cat lady.
Ha, who knows ._.












Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Mah Best Friends ^-^


 I have a few best friends. About six, they're all very close to me, and I would do anything to protect them. The ones in the pictures, are Karina, Hope and Cheyanne. The three that aren't in the pictures, are Jillian, Madison, and Ashlee. My friends and I, are very crazy when we are around each other._. It's kinda scary. I advise no one hurt them or mess with them, because if someone does mess with them, lord knows what I'll do. I love dem all ^-^
and with all that being said ^^ I bid you a good day.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

My Favirite Animal Is..

My favorite animal, are obviously cats.
I love cats.
I love cats because, they're adorable, fuzzy.
They come in all sizes and colors and shapes.
My absolute favorite kind of cat is a munchkin cat, their legs have some sort of growth defeat, and it makes their legs short and stubby.
Their like little dwarfs, but, in animal form:3
I will be forever alone with 72 cats.
So, yes, my favorite animals are cats.
Good day now.








Friday, January 6, 2012

My New Year's Resolution for Reading

In 2012, I would like to have a resolution for my reading. I really enjoy to read, I'm either always reading or drawing. It's one of my many hobbies. I want to at least read 15 books this year, and not just small little books, but, big chapter books, like novels. 2 novels, 15 books? I'm good to go for the year :3