HI.

lol, okay.
So Silvia isn't in her class, because she had to go somewhere.
but she was dumb enough to leave her monitor on.
and let me just tell you, that she loves Sarah Zirkle.
K? okay. :)

last day of school

Well, tomorrow is the last day of school and we all know what that means. crying, yup. I don't think that I'm gonna cry at all, I won't miss half the people at this school anyways. I won't miss the drama. I won't miss the terrible food. I won't miss the lazy students. I won't miss the bullies. I won't miss the preps. I won't miss the jocks. I won't miss the wannabe's. I won't miss the creeps. I won't miss the lunch ladies. I won't miss the teachers, but a few. I won't miss the walls. I won't miss the floors. I won't miss the books. I won't miss the seats. I won't miss the tables. I won't miss the computers. I won't miss the doors. I won't miss the dances. I won't miss the theater. I won't miss the gym. I won't miss the locker rooms. I won't miss the classrooms. I won't miss the bathrooms. I won't miss the sinks or the toilets. I won't miss the water fountains. I won't miss the hallways. I won't miss my locker. I won't miss my combination. I won't miss the lights. I won't miss the air vents. I won't miss the water. I won't miss the games. I won't miss the cheers. I won't miss the assemblies. I won't miss the people. I won't miss anything but the good memories. Middle school was a hellhole for me, I hate it. So for now, lets just hope that High school is gonna be better. 

what i have learned in middle school

The things that I have learned in middle school are extraordinary. Even though we learned many subjects, I think that the thing I learned most about was friendship and trust. Yes, I know that's not necessarily the point of school but students do socialize a lot. I've learned who my true friends are and who will stick with me for awhile. I've learned to stay out of drama and keep things to myself. I've learned not judge people for what they look like or the rumors that are spread about them, because you know their name NOT their story. I hate middle school, that's as simple as I can put it. I'm sure that I'm gonna hate high school a lot more though.

Biggest Fears

since sarah did this, i figured i would share my biggest fears as well:3
okay, so here they are.

Dying

Dying alone

Being a crazy cat lady forever

Getting stuck in a room with someone I don't like

Horses

Horse masks

Madison's food song

Seeing Dead Animals
Being brutally murdered

Snakes

Being stalked

Someone finding out my darkest secret

Losing my parents or any family 

Falling in the shower

Busting my head open... again

Losing my best-friend

Bald people... mainly men

Getting into a wreck.

Getting food poisoning 

Wards

Train stations

Getting lost in an airport

Losing my luggage 

Dropping my phone

Breaking my phone

Losing my phone 

Not having a phone

Breaking my elbow... again

Shattering any bone in my body

Being a creepy toothless old lady

Getting lost in an unfamiliar place

People watching me type

 People reading my stuff out loud

People reading out loud

People judging me

Not living up to peoples expectations

Not living up to my full potential 

Bald caps

Square cars

Getting my head chopped off

Getting any limb chopped off

Eating soap

Drinking sour... anything

Bald crazed cats... I don't love all of them...

There's a lot more... but I'm out of time. Byee.

saruh?
saruh zurkle?
saruh cathurine zurkle?
sarah?
sarah zirkle?
sarah catherine zirkle?


yes. i know her.
she's the gorgeous soccer player, you watch at games.
she's pretty amazing, right? yeah i know.
she's the most magnificent thing ever.
she's funny.
she's pretty.
she's gorgeous.
she's adorable.
she's beautiful.
she's stupid.
she's thoughtful.
she's caring.
she's crazy.
she's wonderful.
she's amazing. 
she's outgoing.
she's adventurous.
she's blonde.
she's lovely.
she's perfect. 
she'll always be there for you.
she'll always have your back.
she'll always stick up for you.
she'll always make you smile.
she'll always make you laugh.
she'll always cheer you up somehow.
she'll send you song lyrics to make you smile.
she'll send you crazy pictures to make you laugh.
she'll make your day with just one text message.
she'll make you laugh so hard that your tummy will hurt.
she'll make you laugh so much that you'll cry.
she'll probably make you pee your britches. 
she'll make stupid faces just to make you smile.
she'll actually keep a smile on your face.
she'll make sure you're okay, if you're upset.
she'll give you the best presents ever... if she loves you.
she'll be the kindest thing in the world if you're kind to her.
there is no reason NOT to love her. 
and I'm pretty grateful to have her as one of my best friends. 
i love her, to death.

The Lion King

 The Lion King is my absolute favorite move ever, and so I got some pictures of it. Plus I know Karina loves the Lion King so here ya go Karina:3 <3

Pusheens are really popular.

They are the cutest thing ever and I love to look up pictures of them.

There is all kinds of them, but the one needing the dough is my favorite. 

I don't know why though, it's just so cute.

Just in general I love looking up cat pictures, so imagine the excitement for me. 

I look up cat pictures and videos on a daily basis.

Honestly, looking up cute animal pictures gets me by from time to time. Cats are so cute and funny. They always make me smile and laugh. I love all kinds of cats, even the mean ones. Because they're that way for a reason, they're not just mean and rude, people make them like that. People abuse animals, and to just put it out there I want to severely hurt those who do hurt any type of animal. 

I mean look at these cute little animals, who would want to hurt them?

germany.

hopefully i can go to germany this summer with mah best friend, chloe, and see mah other best friend, cheyanne..

i'm gonna surprise her.. so, i hope she doesn't read my blog on a daily basis..
if she does, then da surprise would be kinda ruined, if i did end up going..

elf ears

so, i have elf ears.

they're kinda pointed at the top, so therefore erryone says i have elf ears.

i also have a weird habit where i always roll my ear... like, i take the top of my ear, and roll it down. 

i've been doing it, for awhile.. it's a strange habit of mine..
Karina is obsessed with mah ears...
my best friends think they're as cute as can be..
i don't see it._.

SARUH.

That awkward moment, when you come across Sarah's formspring...
And stalk it....

yup. 
I'm in love with da hunger games. 
this is pretty awesome, doe<3
 

It's tomorrow, the big premier, of DA HUNGER GAMESSSSSSS<3 

I'm excited to see it, I honestly can't wait.

I'm getting fidgety and anxious, just thinking about it.

There is going to be so many people at the movie theater._. 

It gon' be cray cray. I'm not sharing my popcorn or candy with anyone..

I dare you..

to wear no makeup for a whole day.

to make brownies then eat them, as many as you want.

to tell an enemy how you really feel..

to laugh historically, and not worry if your face looks stupid.

to run around a field with your friends and just scream.

to kiss your crush, randomly.

to speak your mind in class.

question the rules.

for one day, I dare you to be a 101% you.

Some of Mah Favorite Quotes

"The only reason people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does"
"take my hand; we will get through this together" "Sometimes I use a smiley face in a text not because I am happy, but because I don't want you to know that, I am upset"

"I used to be able to turn to you at any time and you'd always be there. Now when I go to turn to you I feel like I'm reaching for somebody who isn't even there"
"Stop telling me I look miserable when I'm just sitting there. I'm not going to plant a smile on all the time just for people like you"

"One day, you will be just a memory for some people. So do your best and be a good one""It's just so easy for you to slip between my fingers and for me to lose you forever" "The way you held me and the words you said that night will stay in my mind for a very long time"

"After all that we've been through the good times and the bad how can we walk by each other, pretend it never happened, give each other a polite awkward smile and move on?"

 "Tell her how you feel, show her that you care for her, let her know you like her. Before someone else does.

"The first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try the feeling never goes away. You never forget his smile, his eyes, his hair, his voice, his laugh, his warmth, his existence"

"Every time she laughs, she hopes he's watching. Not so that he sees she's happy, but maybe, just maybe... He'll fall for her smile, just as hard as she fell for his."

(All of these are anonymous)

Things I love about summer

Purrtay much.

I'm just waiting for summer.

• Fields of flowers
• More sleep 
• Boating
• Fishing
• Cowboy boots
• Wearing plaid to often
• Fourwheeling
• Dirt bikes
• Skiing
• Tubing
• Bond-fires
• Waking up early to watch cartoons
• Staying up all night, watching movies
• More music
• More tea
• More books
• More sunsets
• More creating
• More long walks
• More laughter
• More hugs
• More dreaming
• More long road trips
• More fun
• More love
• Bare skin
• Tanning
• Visiting beautiful places
• Snorkeling
• Sandcastles
• Relaxing on a hammock 
• Drawing shapes in the sand
• Going to the Ocean
• Going on a cruise 
•  Painted toes
• Paper fans
• Ferris wheels
• Collecting shells
• Night swimming
• Hanging out the whole day
• Strawberries
• Summer Flings
• Squirt guns
• Drive-in movies
• Shirtless guys
• Fireflies
• pool parties
• water parks
• lemonade
• picnics in the park
• sundresses
• running on the beach
• water fights
• snow cones
• sunglasses
• clear waves
• popping balloons
• The Perfect bikini 
• eating nutella
• wearing shorts
• short dresses
• the smell of the beach
• underwater pictures
• relaxing under a palm tree
• meeting new people
• laughing
• listening to waves
• the first swim of the summer
• playing volleyball
• hot air balloon festival

           etc...

 

Favorite Anime Shows C:

 Black Butler

It's about a young boy, who makes a deal, with a demon, to be his butler.

The boy, Ciel Phantomhive, lost his parents in a fire, and an angel. 

I have yet to watch the second season, but, I will eventually get to it.

 Hamtaro
  

Is one of my all time favorite shows.

I've watched the show ever since I was a wee toddler.

It stopped showing in 2003 or 2006, I dunno.

I can go online and watch episodes c:

I get the theme song stuck in my head, almost everyday.

If you listen and pay attention, you can hear me, humming it.

"It's hamtaro time
Cooshy-cooshy ticky-ticky wooooooo
Hamtaro
(When we work together it's much better)
My best friend
(We like sunflower seeds krumph-krumph-krumph, that come from My ham-hams)" 

That's the part of the song, I get stuck in my head. Just that part._.

Clannad

Tomoya Okazaki is a third year high school student resentful of his life. His mother passed away from a car accident when he was younger, causing his father to resort to alcohol and gambling. This results in fights between the two until Tomoya's shoulder is injured in a fight. Since then, Tomoya has had distant relationships with his father, causing him to become a delinquent over time. While on a walk to school, he meets a shy girl, named Nagisa Furukawa who is a year older, but is repeating because of her strange sicknesses. Due to this, she is often alone because most of her friends have moved on and have already graduated. The two begin hanging out and slowly, as time goes by, Tomoya finds his life shifting in a new direction, He becomes a better person because of Nagisa. As time goes by, they start to date, then nest thing you know it they're married and having a baby girl c: 
Nagisa dies after the birth and makes Tomoya go into a deep depression.
Tomoya, practically gives Nagisa's parents Ushio the child for 5 years.
When they finally have bonding time, they get closer and closer, they're father and daughter again.
Ushio reminds Tomoya a lot of Nagisa, and it's kind of overwhelming.
Over time, Ushio gets very comfortable around her father, and wants to know more about her mommy.
Ushio gets the sickness, her mother had, and eventually passes away.
He's left with nothing.
It's pretty sad actually. I cried a lot through out the two seasons. 
As you can tell, this is probably my favorite show in the world, since there is a WAY longer explanation.
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed learning about my favorite shows <3

Da Hunger Games

 

  Obviously, everyone is talking about the Hunger Games.

I for one, can not wait till it comes out in theaters.

It's that simple.

I simply, CAN NOT wait. 

I'll probably watch the movie a thousand times, I know for a fact that I'm buying it when it comes out on DVD. 

I'll fall asleep to it, erry night! c:

A Day To Remember, Owl City, He Is We, Plaine White T's

VERY FEW of my favorite lyrics, from four of my favorite bands.. 
I have numerous favorite bands, too many to count, I'd say..